Honestly, tonight my mind is f***ed.
I think I have become a victim of myself. It's great setting goals, having aims and plans. It's not great beating yourself up about setbacks or doubts. I have had a sudden change of pace in my life with this 5 week temporary job. My focus has been drawn away from certain goals, thoughts, etc. and onto new things. This is not a problem, and I'm really enjoying the job. But I have to accept the change of pace. Stop trying to achieve 10 things at once.
I am lucky. I have the chance to enjoy a job for 5 weeks, and then move back onto other focuses. Some people have jobs they hate, day in day out, forever. So far that has never happened to me. I am extremely lucky I even get the time to set my own personal goals and work towards them. In 4 weeks music and band can once again take center stage. Other things in that lifestyle will return. I can get back on target with other goals.
I have forgotten how I normally live...
Chill out, Brains. Give me a break. All will be back to normal soon. Just enjoy it.
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